Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Soon, wake up

Soon, wake up, go to the sitting room in health and afternoon nap of the ancient piece of jade. Aunt Luo is hurry fetching the wooden comb, comb the head for mother. I am hurry starting a conversation, tear west Laszo in the east. The old man who always likes chatting, the talk of us has lost the interest. She spreads out both hands on the knee, see the centre of the palm, and then turn over to look at the nail. Later, looking up will say to the daughter: “You go to invite Ms. Lin here. “

Luo YiFeng points to outside the window, says: “It blows hard outside, whether let her come over tomorrow? “

“No, you go now. ” The tone is firm undoubtedly.

Luo YiFeng has no way out, there is not a method at all, have to go to invite Ms. Lin.

Practise divination carries on on the desk. The health and look of ancient piece of jade are absorbed, eyes are staring at Ms. Lin’s hands closely. Luo YiFeng is uneasy, stand behind mother. I am nervous accordingly too, fear to appear and sign badly again. Do not have any expression on Ms. Lin’s face. The whole house looks like an ancient fort where nobody long lives, there are not some sounds all around, the blast only outside window is whizzing fiercely. Where this is doing the game that is divining, it is two armies that stand facing each other, decisive battle eve. The divinatory symbol has been pushed out: Leave and leave signing, it is a worst result.

“Do you say, what is this to sign? ” The old lady wears angry look, draw the face very long quickly.

Ms. Lin is in silence, health and ancient piece of jade are angry two hands tremble. YiFeng Luo so anxious that pout one’s lips as a signal towards Ms. Lin, wink, mean that asks her to withdraw quickly.

Kang TongBi continues pressing for an answer: “I ask you, what is this to sign? “

Ms. Lin does not speak a word.

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

in these questions

” in these questions, if act as the first Stop questioning after solving, think the problem has already been solved, change the fuse. In this way, the fuse will also be broken soon, because the problem is not solved at all.    
Philosophic theory 123a¤ in life    
While solving the problem, should ask several more pieces of why, make sure to ” get to the bottom of it and ask the bottom ” ,Could make the problem get basic settlement in this way, dispel the possible hidden danger as much as possible.  
Move the big stone out  
One little boy in play in the toy sand case of him, sand have toy car of him, open covering truck, plastic bucket on the case and  
Plastic shovel.  
As the little boy builds on the soft sand drift “  The highway ” With ” tunnel “  When,it find the the middles of the case at sand he because pieces of enormous stone, ” project ” to stop him Construction. Then, the sand which the little boy begins to excavate around the stone, attempt to make it out of sand. Though the stone is not large, it has been already quite big to a little boy. The little boy uses both hands and feet, very big strength of fee, moved the big stone to the edge of the sand case at last. However, he finds he does not take the big stone out of on ” wall ” of the sand case as the strength at all .  
However, the little boy reaches a decision and wants to move the big stone out, then he pushes away with hands, join with shoulder, left shake right shake big stone, place diligent again and again. However, a little at the time of progress just now, the big stone rolled back to the original place. At the time of the last efforts, the big stone rolls back and injures his finger.  
At last, the little boy can’t help again, broke out crying. In fact, the whole course of this is seen clearly through the window of the living room by the little boy’s father. Just when the little boy cried, father suddenly appeared in front of little boy. Father says to the little boy gently: “Son, why needn’t you do all strength that you have? ” The little boy says very hurt and wrongedly: “However, I have already used up all my strength. ” “No, son. ” Father says cordially, ” you have not used up all strength that you have, you have not asked my help. ” Having finished saying, father curves the lower waist, take that big stone in one’s arms, has taken it out of on the sand case.   

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Thursday, July 2, 2009

So remove

But the money flows, flow, and flow more and more much, flow faster and faster, flow too the farther.  
Mother can not run a bit, she is so tired as to sit down weak and limp on the ground.  
” how could I control the money, but not see them flowing and going in vain ” ,Mother thinks.  
As the teacher, mother knows the cost raising a child the adult is high. But until upgrade to a mother, she just begins to consider conscientiously how large on earth this cost is, how bear oneself again.  
She every week will one sum pen expenseses daily to note Bei Bei,it find there aren’t those discouraged, ward off the little devil man totally “  The high consumption “  ,And Bei Bei is 3 years old, everything has just just begun. She began to realize at last, when now has already reached and should save the capital for Bei Bei’s tomorrow.  
“Strange dream for these night whether God like some, wake up I specially is it possible that? ” A fairy of defying all over of mother, she decides to take action at once.  
The first step: It is very important to increase income  
One can’t make bricks without straw. Mother certainly understands, according to the scattered surplus of one hundred 80 yuan of every month of family, even if the share that the expert only cannot help but sighs that the more sophisticated one manages money matters. So, the first step is to increase incomes. But the working stability of the school is easy, mother is not willing to to job-hop to change the work, she decides to look for some work to drag for some extra income.  
As the experienced English teacher, mother’s part-time job is really well looked for, a family education of English, lesson two times every week, two hours each time, 100 yuan per hour. Mother in the past unwilling to it makes to be because trouble of feeling, go to class on weekend well, but consider Bei Bei’s milk power money, for the extra income of 1600 yuan of this month, a bit more hard and worthy too.  
The second step: It is more crucial to manage money matters  
Then, how to assign this extra 1600 yuan.  
Deposit in the bank? Shoulder the profit now. Used for investing in? Stiver of this point Yes what in charge of to spend.  
Insurance - -Mother remember have insurance salesman boast to oneself one loud and put through just a few days ago, say how the insurance has deposits concurrently to ensure appreciating multiple functions that makes the investment.  
After visiting and walking every large insurance company and comparing conscientiously, mother decides to buy an ” insurance of education fund ” for Bei Bei finally . Bei Bei is 0- 11 years old, pay the premium of 300 yuan in the moon; 12- 14 years old, pay the premium of 200 yuan in the moon; 15- 17 years old, pay the premium of 125 yuan in the moon. Last in junior middle school of 12 years old until Bei Bei, can begin to get the education fund, get about 1000 yuan every year; Bei Bei 15 year old in high school, can get 2000 yuan every year; Have waited for Bei Bei and has been educated in the university at 18 years old, can get the plural education fund of 10,000 yuan every year. In addition, Bei Bei can also get the double guarantee of unexpected injury and disease, one may well say that kills two birds with one stone.  
The third step: The debt is over quickly  
Probably nobody would like to be tied tight the neck by the irritating housing loan all the time.  
So remove, used for 300 to pay premium the present stage, mother take out 500 yuan of remaining 1300 yuan, add it to in 1500 yuan that the house returns the loan every month, gather together enough 2000 yuan. Mother hope, can pay off housing loan as soon as possible, regard as, come, regard as, go these words may save the interest of odd ten thousand yuan at least. 
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

it is so extensive

The audiences of the Golden Lotus, it is so extensive that can’t reach Dream of the Red Chamber forever. But this never means the Golden Lotus is than the works with more advanced and greater Dream of the Red Chamber, and has proved success of Dream of the Red Chamber exactly. It enables the readers of the different levels to find oneself from it to need, it is possible to excavate innumerably. You take it as the romantic novel is read, it is the romantic novel most beautiful; You take it as the political novel is read, it is the sharpest political novel; You take it as the philosophic theory novel is read, it is the deepest philosophic theory novel; The ABC of books that you took it as Chinese culture are read, it is the happiest teaching material. It is harmless that even you take it as the menu is read. It is a kind of flavour that the teenager reads the red building, it is a kind of flavour to read the red building in middle age, wait to read the red building until old, it is another flavour.  
Up until now, in history of Chinese literature, have a novel like Dream of the Red Chamber, give to the most general reader, at every stages in life, by teaching beginners of beauty, the education of the love, where is and the illusion of the poem?  
I do not repel mobs and citizens literature, they have reason why they exist naturally. But literature of only mobs of a society and citizens is terrible, it is sad that a society loses noble’s spirit. We should be devoted to defending the last spiritual home, rebuild a kind of calm and graceful poesy atmosphere.     
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Thursday, March 26, 2009

The hotel is full

The hotel is full of the characterized freshness of suburb air, the tapestry of the scenery of Xishuangbanna is hung on the open and flat bedside, the floor lamp supports from behind the oval wooden desk, wear the big lamp shade of the blue and green flower of a blue bottom. It is the small and exquisite in several pieces refined padauk furnitures fall scattered around room,at gray windows clear along at, several plump petals are quivering slightly, make the room permeated with the atmosphere of ambiguous and towering Nie.  
One takes off it in vast trousers of water loyally, the lower body squats, is taking a sniff at the taste in the middle of two legs of hers. Mean and insert in water vast ten into hair like his haphazard grass, the slight fork opens both legs, the face faces upward to the ceiling.  
One raw meat hot blood well up, come up, piece loyal to swallow saliva, stand blood flow enormous impulse to bump into thorax. The smell among the vast leg makes people intoxicated in water, it is like from the life depths, extend over towards the top layer of the life.  
Had seethed in the sky for a moment over and over in vast health of water, fell on the bed at last. She see pieces of loyal eyebrow tie, sew pomegranate heavy hang-up, show excited but painful appearance. She slipped to hands from his back two slices of durable buttocks of his, just pressed with fingers, see he picture bend, tighten health generally, with one a oppressive one being low to shout, the liquid with bolling hot one share pours into to her lower part of the body. It is angry that she holds, have shouldered his heavy pressure of the collapsed human body with a loud crash.  
“Is this your milk? ” She asks.  
He is vomiting the steam to say: “How about it, not hungry now? You give me that thing fed, all return to you. ”  
“To tell the truth, how well is the won ton which I cook than your wife? ”  
“Do better than she. ”  
So vast as to twist in his place much meat in water, say: “I do not think you are really honest, however, I like hearing. ” She is speaking, the mobile phone rings, she looks sidelong at, is Ge ZhanShui.  
Piece loyal to blame: “Why have not you turned off the mobile phone? ”  
“Have forgotten. ” She says:  
“Fortunately not close, this old fellow is checking the sentry yet. ”  
One loyal while standing up, knock over and keep the tube warm, she covers his mouth at once, tells him not to speak.  
Manager Ding of the electric apparatus cupboard of the supermarket finds boss Ge hurriedly, say that morning came to a customer in Guangdong, open one’s mouth to order 120 color TVs of Toshiba of 29 inch and 30 refrigerators. Because quantity is too big, he has not dared to agree, has feared to lose the business opportunity again, charge some and book the fee, ask customer to stay.  
“This is a good thing, do you come again to ask me why? Did even if we sold the things, afraid of the buyer? Make me anxious to death this period of times, want, do business, do well - -Industry and commerce come, check tax come, check bank life or death do not grant the loan, in addition, someone make trouble in the dark, really let me unable to push this mill - -It is really that silver lining, this deal has been completed, this mill rotates. ”  
“But we do not have so many stock, even if have, others do not know the trick inside, are we still not clear in the heart? This kind of electric apparatus piles up like a mountain in the underground workshop of Guangdong, the price is cheaper yet than we, why did he seek something far and wide when it is within reach, go to here to buy? Such big quantity, even if we lower price, it is unremunerative to haul the fee, if in addition, loss, will not he become the major part of wrong? ”  
The warning of manager Ding, let Ge ZhanShui cool down. Recently, constantly someone is sueing him, the penalty note snowflake of the industrial and commercial tax flies here. Somebody injects cathartic in the delicatessen with the syringe needle, make customers quarrel to come to the doorstep every other day, the volume of the flow of passengers plummets. He wants to affirm someone keeps a close watch on him, just the same as he always kept watch on others originally.  
Take Ge eh water,it say: “In any case, I will meet him, visit the actual situation, so long as we see the money deliver, can’t suffer a loss. Several people at you ask, we gather together in the evening. ”  
Ge ZhanShui has wrapped up a feast in the amusement city of the imperial crown. He asks manager Ding:  
“Find it to the manager? ” See manager Ding shake the head without a break, he takes the mobile phone out.  
It is very tired out in water vast sound in the telephone, the asthma Xu Xu, as if climbing the stair. Having finished listening to Ge ZhanShui’s introduction, she said she rushed to come over at once, one sound comes in the telephone loudly and clearly at this moment. He asked:  
“Is it at home? What is broken into pieces? ” She answers on the stair going home by oneself, a naughty child nearby breaks the tin bottle.  
When Chu LiHua comes in in a suit of black suits, Ge ZhanShui has stared at manager Ding in surprise. Manager Ding moves close to and explains in a low voice: “Forget, tell you whether I call her other meaning, commercial party, color better a little always, her appearance can promote our image of the supermarket. ”  
Ge ZhanShui just wanted to speak, saw manager Ding stand up, extended hands and greeted with the guests that came in, it is known that the guests of Guangdong have arrived, follow to stand up too, has stretched out one’s hand.  
After exchanging a few words of greetings, everybody is sitting around desk into a circle. 
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Monday, February 2, 2009

Eyes are healthy could discharge

Eyes Flea Medication Flea Remedies are healthy could discharge

But apply the face the wax gourd that can bath reveal materials: 1 wax gourd peels slicing, 1.5 liters of rice wines, water is 1 liter.  The way of

doing things: 1. Peel the wax gourd to cut slice.  2.Boil together rice wine, water, boil after the wax gourd is well done and rotten the drip offers

the decoction.  3.Cool, bottle, can bring and apply it on the face, can add into bathtub and bath too.  Remind refined and beautiful and small: Feel

when skin darkens, it is regarded as the toner and maintained that I will take the wax gourd and reveal before sleeping every night, the skin has

come back in vain soon.  Whiten the bath side material: 50 grams of safflower, peppermint is 25 grams, Radix Angelicae Dahuricae is 25 grams.  

The way of doing things: 1. Put materials into gauze bag and tie it closely.  2.Boil water, roll for about 20 minutes, add into bathtub and bath.  

Remind refined and beautiful and small: Safflower all right blood circulation promoting competent blood, activate muscle pulse on one’s body,

peppermint smell can go wind have a respite, make body and mind relax while being fragrant, Radix Angelicae Dahuricae can recuperate the

skin in order to whiten easing pain, is a line of very handy whitening and falling through the side. Use for being convenient, can wrap with the

cotton bag or boil it first well, put into bathtub while bathing.  Whiten the bath side material: 10 fresh roses, 25 grams of Radix Angelicae

Dahuricae, 8~10 drops of precise oil of rose.  The way of doing things: 1. Put Radix Angelicae Dahuricae in the gauze bag, boil with water, roll for

about 20 minutes.  2.Add juice of Radix Angelicae Dahuricae into the bathtub, spread the petal of the rose, drip into the precise oil of rose, can

bath.  Remind refined and beautiful and small: Radix Angelicae Dahuricae, besides promoting blood circulation and skin regeneration, vitamin C

that can also help to be absorbed in roses, reach more effective efficiency of whitening.  5.The eyes talk about eyes glittering and bright, I think

that is the most important part in facial features, sociable eyes, can help the expression to add and divide. When making up, so long as the eyes

make up Pet Shop Frontline Tick Frontline Cat the picture well, even blush and lip color are all thin and non- obvious, it is the perfect dressing too!  Black orbit and general girl’s

worried eye question of eyes bag, is for the most part black orbit and eyes bag, hear some Chinese medicine doctors’ statement on me, except

black orbit stays up, generally more for heredity, born due to physique, except external maintenance, inherent nursing one’s health is very

important too. And except the forming of eyes bag is born due to physique, it is difficult to improve by the day after tomorrow, in addition, as if

drink too much water or cry too fiercely before not having enough sleep, sleeping, will let eyes be just the same as walnut swollen too.  To eye

maintenance of question, I really very much perhaps” Big and long today ” ,Like ready-made skin care products, like, make with natural material

eyes membrane come on, apply, I have not tried a lot ones that have had, among them it is the eyes membrane made with Matrimony vine and

chrysanthemum that like using most. Matrimony vine and chrysanthemum are that a lot of people are known ” Make eyes bright ” Fill a

prescription, I will take they and milk power and together, eyes tired or sleep on incompletely, bring and apply. In addition as if Yi’s benevolence

powder, green tea powder and purple perilla, are all the food (medicine) that cross-eye department skin is helpful Material, the membrane of

eyes is quite excellent too that bring and make.  Except black orbit and question of the eyes bag that eyes can not discharge while being healthy, I

pay attention to the health of eyes very much too, the health of the so-called eyes does not mean the visual question, but will not have enough

sleep for a long time, eyes will receive the light, intraocular pressure too high, you are sure to discover one’s own expression in one’s eyes to

make having no splendor very much. One healthy eyes can give out brilliant rays, let eyes of you like sociable, no all difficult that the electricity

reaches people! I propose looking like ” Radix Astragali Matrimony vine chrysanthemum scented tea ” The such one protects the tea-drinking of

eyes, working clan using the computer for a long time can be in order to drink more, I oneself will take piece keep warm kettle at one’s side,

drink a bit at any time time in work, sweet to added the Matrimony vine, needn’t put the sugar either, after getting used to drinking, you will find

eyes High pressure pumps Piston Pumps Metering Pumps healthier, will appear very naturally too ” Bright and intelligent ” Result oh! 

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Thursday, December 18, 2008

suffer and travel bitterly together

Go to the information desk rapidly, but has received the answer - -Unfair to Miss, already all has been sold off in the ticket of this flight, or else you sign for transfer time, does a flight go to sit down?
All of good mood letting to be bright and beautiful has been crushed by such a baffled incident.
Always purposely cause complication? Always the realization of good things is usually preceded by rough goings?
Letting to be bright and beautiful can’t help remembering the question of destiny, go by air in her life? She has walked out gloomily, it is good that it is the same that the air outside is, but her mood is depressed reaches the bottom of valley, she neither wanted wanted to go back to look for that ticket disappearing suddenly by air, nor suddenly, want what flight does it sign for transfer, she even wants to cancel this travel still more.
Go out of the airport hall, she nearly wants the grievance to cry out. She seems it is a lost child, does not know what is to be done. She make a phone call to magazine office over there tell state probably, there question how do what is to be done what is to be done deeply worried too. Let to say bright and beautifully: I would like to know too how to do, but this is really too unexpected. There say, really not all right you can come over by train later on, Beijing reaches to Hangzhou, there is each six of evenings more than o’clock, arrive early in the morning the next day,if can keep abreast of the meeting at nine o’clock in the morning can with, you must come over, because everything here has already been arranged properly.
The sound of letting to be bright and beautiful to answer a call over there dully is tired out and unbearable immediately. There urgent to afford to repeat again, we have also arranged the abundant program, you must come.
Let to be bright and beautiful to answer and say I try every possible means perfunctorily. Having made the telephone, she has waved and stopped a taxi, goes back, on the distance, she had a strange thought suddenly, she has sent an information and said to river Beichuan: It is said that a train can go to Hangzhou in the evening, if I give up going by air, can you accompany me to suffer and travel bitterly together?
Information has come back quickly, say: Certainly, for you, really all right.
Let to be so bright and beautiful as to smile, river Beichuan always can offer her a happiness in the twinkling of an eye, even sometimes she thinks such small happiness is a very luxurious behavior. She continues issuing to him: I have not joked. I think I have no chance with the plane. Not as with me as you, let’s go to Hangzhou by train! It is exactly weekend, just have such coincidence.
River Beichuan say, fine, you try to win sb.’s favor ticket tell departure time such as I, I rush to pass by after coming off duty.
 
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Everywhere goes to look for

My God. Can’t help smiling through tears while letting to be bright and beautiful. Newspaper 34 years ago. The frenzied one is sold to a journalist   Why she will be so stupid. Day, she expressiveness phone river Beichuan like that still, he will certainly
Everywhere goes to look for somebody to solve this baffled news   This   Letting to be bright and beautiful can’t help covering the face, does not know whether to laugh and cry, this dejected weekend morning. Want to be more and more funny, letting to be bright and beautiful can’t help laughing heartily, the telephone of river Beichuan came in time at this time,
She resists and smiles, has answered the call: Hello. Bright and beautiful, I have looked for several friends, they   Not waiting for river Beichuan to speak, can’t help interrupting him and saying to let to be bright and beautiful finally, I am sorry, river Beichuan   I have been deceived. I have bought a newspaper several years ago, I was very damnable   Will not you laugh at me   River Beichuan has been distracted for half a day, says, Ah? No? Let to laugh heartily bright and beautifully, know. Know. I am sorry, I am very stupid. River Beichuan has been distracted for half a day, followed and let to begin to laugh together bright and beautifully immediately, finished smiling, he says, I do not know what should be said. However, bright and beautiful, I find you are really a too perceptual woman, the life and death of a person having nothing to do with you, will make you have ability to involve liver sausage   That kind of depressed and sad tone just now of yours, very moved, I.
Let to say bright and beautifully, that year when Mei Yanfang died, I was checking eyes in the year-end physical examination that the unit organized, news came at that time, I could not control to cry at once, all people were seeing me, discussing me, thought I was crazy. Yes. I am crazy. Their life and death, what does it have to do with me? But I expect once song of them or film warm, see them to be lifelike personally once too, I can’t help crying   Such a joke that but made a noise today. I am afraid in front of you, it is unable to have no flaw perfectly forever.
River Beichuan said, don’t worry, you have had no flaw here perfectly all the time. Let to see forms bright and beautifully, say, the big bus will come soon. I have left, may me be all the way smooth, keep in touch. River Beichuan said, OK, if you were bored, can get in touch with me at any time, I would like to accompany you, whenever and wherever possible. Let to sit bright and beautifully on the big bus going to the airport, the mood is very good. The understanding of considering back and forth and river Beichuan, want to the very more wonderful feel. In front of him, she relaxes unexpectedly, relaxes and self-possessed. All men who he and she know are different, the sun of his true only picture with sufficient energy, the ones that treated her and accumulated shadily for many years are moist slowly. Her smile closes eyes having one’s face covered with, it seems that the air is extremely good too. This is really a turn, she wants to go to the South, melt one suits of depression, come back happily, she even expects to pass on a present for river Beichuan, he is so special to her, he does not know.
Having reached the safety inspection place of the airport, it is too bright and beautiful to find the plane ticket suddenly to make.
She put the ticket in the zipper side pocket outside the bag obviously! This is a one without fault, she saw it once yet before sleeping in the evening, because she is always forgetful. Securair staff are urging and letting to be bright and beautiful impatiently, she has produced one suit of sweats urgently, had 35 minutes, the plane took off, it is impossible for her to return to back and look for that baffled plane ticket that disappear, she goes to total platform to tell, but this is a difficult problem that cannot be solved. Whether let to all pour out things in the bag bright and beautifully, or has not found.
It is so anxious as to cry out to let to be bright and beautiful soon.
Someone nearby reminded and said later, or else please mend a ticket!
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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

I say would rather fill in

“If I can’t help asking you, who your favorite person is, please must deceive me one day, no matter how in the heart you are unwilling, please must say, your favorite person is me. “         
Would rather say to fill in, cello, you are too difficult to be satisfied.         
I say would rather fill in, you guess wrong finally, originally so long as such a word, I may satisfied.         
Two days later, I move to a state-run hotel in the adjacent place of railway station from the average hotel.         
They want my ID card while registering, I do not say, the depopulation, I speak and does not bring, the middle aged woman who then struggle and can not extricate oneself earnestly in climacteric asks in surprise, what do you have on earth? I draw out the wrinkled student’s identity card, I say I have only this identification identity, I do not embarrass you, I can leave away.         
Their look makes me frightened, they say, oh, no, you live in here, pays the deposit urban construction fee. Only because they have seen that pile of bank notes in my wallet, distribute very strong copper stink.      
 Part two Section 11: Gambling (1) out of control    
I open the temperature of the air conditioner in the room very low, attempt to freeze cold by oneself.         
I live in double room alone always, I feel, get those single bed opposite there are a pair of eyes that are being watched to me when being very dark, deep sight attempted to pierce me, I thought it was a morning tree, I thought that would rather fill in, I thought it was the parents who loved me, I thought it was another oneself. They all had a lonely face, dissociated when being in the illusion and realistic edge, loved or loved I by me all the time.         
I say to the morning tree: We had feeling debt of pen to want this to repay by birth last lifetime, you got rid of and did not open me also if I can not forget you, we lonely we pain we stubborn fragile we beautiful in love we, we of child.         
I am to would rather say to fill ining: People not really can reincarnation,it if samsara really,then you must for bodies the same in I as 500 year, we are extreme we are beautiful that we unfold our contradiction that we love us mottledly.         
I say to parents: We are together in 15, we blame us for treasure we pain we part we believe in Marxism-Leninism and Mao Zedong Thought us depend on corrupt official say scums each other each other each other each other.         
I say to oneself: Cello, you are a good treasure, you have many stories to it takes to continue your having many people and love you for being much too happy to catch you and much too happy to enjoy, you will give up smoking and stop drinking to give up and give up and give up floating to give up proudly proudly rashly.         
I go, sing KTV alone, sing, cry, cry, sing, cry sing, cry, sing, repeated, seem vicious circle.         
Time is up, I, with saying that go to the road of Heng Shan to drink by oneself. I smoke I drink I fight I call people, I stop at no evil. I cry I am lonely I am quiet that I pain, I am a little woman.         
I would rather fill to send messages in while drinking, I speak treasures, my bar in Shanghai, I have drunk much wine, my lip and tears are very hot.         
Would rather say to fill in, baby, you are at 42nd bar on the road of Heng Shan, whether the woman leading singer of the band is singing: I can embrace you treasure let I shoulder cry even if we separate, let me cry voice of producing delighted tomorrow in you.         
I say, where I would rather fill to say in you, can you embrace me?         
Baby, I am by you, you can feel all the time that there are tears which I leave for you that drip the vapor evaporated in the air, but you see I, because I in the heart, you say us interdepend, love and fond of we as if connect baby of body with in you too.         
I have cut the hair, the tree for the morning.         
Cello, can redeem those crime on earth with those hair? The feeling debt returning the previous existence to him or for your wrong evil of redeeming this life? No one see tears of you, the man we don’t do moth when grasping to the limit, should tell oneself too while attacking the fire, this man loved me so our very equal our his mother was even at last, a life supports a feeling.         
Would rather fill in, why can life become quiet suddenly? A bit inconceivably quiet, so quiet as to make people at a loss as to what to do.         
Cello, forgives me for telling you, you are destined not to be quiet.         
Why?        
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